Most people often said that they wanted to always be happy, they wanted to feel happiness constantly and continuously…but if u ask me, i would say no…i dont want to be happy constantly and continuously…

and maybe u all would think that i’m weird and silly for not wanting a continuously happiness..but i have my own reason…

for me, happiness can be denoted as taking a hot shower…when i am taking a hot shower, i feel so relax and comfortable…i feel like i dont have any problems at all…at least that;s what i think about happiness….being so relaxed and comfortable and u can smile all day doing or thinking about it, that’s happiness for me…

and yeah, like most people, i used to always want to feel happy, like i have no burden at all…but its not right…its not because i dont like being happy, i love it and i want it…but everything has a limit…even though now we’re happy continuously, there is some point when something unexpected will come and blow all the happiness away…

and i think for someone who has been happy for a long time, he/she wont be strong enough to handle the unexpected problems…that someone will be vulnerable with pain…they are not ready to handle those things because they never deal with it….and i dont want to be that kind of person…i want to be ready..i want to be strong…i want to feel happy but also feel the pain…because that’s what makes me stronger and stronger..strong enough to deal with anything..even the unexpected one..

and after i got through with everything that life can come up to destroy me…i will live without fer, without desperation, relax and comfortable and that’s what i call happy and satisfied (coz i’ve won)